I wrote this as a message for help On behalf of anybody findin' their-self I wrote this letter to numb your pain 'Cause everyday I wake up, I'm feelin' the same I got issues just like you got issues I been hurt, I seen the scar tissue If I show you, would you run away? Do I gotta hide 'em for you to wanna stay? Do I, even need you? Should I leave you? Do I, gotta be you, just to please you? Do I, say I'm all good, when I... Show more
I wrote this as a message for help On behalf of anybody findin' their-self I wrote this letter to numb your pain 'Cause everyday I wake up, I'm feelin' the same I got issues just like you got issues I been hurt, I seen the scar tissue If I show you, would you run away? Do I gotta hide 'em for you to wanna stay? Do I, even need you? Should I leave you? Do I, gotta be you, just to please you? Do I, say I'm all good, when I bleed you Through my, heart? Quit tearin' mine apart I shout, I swear, I get angry, I get scared I fall, I break, I mess up, I make mistakes But if you can't take me at my worst You don't deserve me at my best
To everyone: This beautiful little thang over here is mine and you can't have herrr. I'm married to her and I love her wayyy more than you all heheheee.
And sorry I disappeared last night, my computer broke sooo I'm trying to find a way to get it to work or something. It sucks but I'll find a way. Love you bunchessss.
I have told very few people my problems and why I should be disappearing for awhile.I'll miss this place believe it or not idk why i would miss it but it's apart of me. Bookrix has been everything for me my fears,weakness,happiness. I have met amazing people learned lessons challenged myself and grew. most of these people i name dont even get on anymore some cant even come on cause their schools blocked it some have left some... Show more
I have told very few people my problems and why I should be disappearing for awhile.I'll miss this place believe it or not idk why i would miss it but it's apart of me. Bookrix has been everything for me my fears,weakness,happiness. I have met amazing people learned lessons challenged myself and grew. most of these people i name dont even get on anymore some cant even come on cause their schools blocked it some have left some have me blocked etc.. but you guys mean something to me so im just leaving my msg to you. idk when i'll be gone forever yet it's still being talked about.
idk what to say and it's not even bad like you were who i met firstly here along with a list of others. but you stuck out the most to me. you wierd ass dreams and snoring ha. i think its just your amazing understanding personality and how you always made some one feel better with a story about your ex or some analogy you made up. i really wanna thank you for everything honestly the laughs and awkwardiest moments. you'll make the greatest dad ever. just believe in yourself and know communication is key to it all. you're literally the best dude big bro protector and daddy its all you there.
I love you girl omg. you're amazing you dont even know it and you write so perfectly. dont ever give up girl reach for the sky because it is the limit. when you're on the verge of giving up just get back and start all over again cause thats how it'll be. you know i'm always here for even when i cant be there physically. just be like wtf would reckless do haha. listen to your trap girly fix your crown cause you're a beautiful black queen -fixes it for you- and we dont let no small shit get to us. i love you hoe better love me back jk jk but i really do ;-;
you're an amazing child, im so sorry im not talking to you or even trying to be happy. but i have literally hit rock bottom and once im low i stay there and i can never come back up and i dont like talking about my issues so i just try to be off as much as possible so i wont face them. yes i run away from my feelings i run away from things that i shouldnt. but you're perfect cameron can tell you that and so can angel but you are and ik that you dont believe it but it's true. just stop and breathe for a second write down your thoughts. know that im always here for you and one day maybe we could meet sit down watch some disney movies totally cry over them and sing along im down for that any day.
Thanks for everything. the good and the bad i could go on and on about us but thats a long ass story you always hear from me when things go wrong for us. one thing though it was amazing to meet you as Dauntless. as i was all these names going through phases you were still you still the Sami-rec. what scares me most is that i lost someone over of heated feelings and misunderstanding and assumptions but im actually good with it now. you're still an amazing person an iconic person here on bx. Thanks for introducing me to EDM because it has made it's way into my playlist a lot more frequntly i have like i think 130 songs now i looked back at 2013 EDM with the more heart felt lyrics i like em alot wish i coulda got the play list but im some what making my own now. i'll miss you the most and i cant really think of anything else to say. i am truly happy for you and wish things could have ended differntly.
idk whats wrong with me. idk whats wrong with our relationship but somethings off and everything feels so wrong. im always here for you and you know this. i care for you a lot. so much i hold you so close to me you're like my sister we take care of one another and its deadly if you cross us. you and rylie introduced me to heavy metal got me to the band trash and the rebellious soul deep inside. i miss those days so much. it's really so sad i miss you and ik you prolly will forget about me but eh it was all apart of our history. and pls remember who wouldnt want a rose in a field of daises. you're beautiful,smart, one of a kind a rose and if nobody can see that,tell em to fuck off because you're my aussie my bacon and you the true MVP.
I love you so much. uuugh words cant describe it like the one person in my life the one person i actually wanted and dreamed of a future with and now i have to leave you all behind. ik irl shit happened and you've had lost but baby girl he's watching over you and he loves you so much this ik. im so glad i met you and got to call you mines! i miss you already and it pains me so much :c
I read your post over and over crying like hell. I'll miss you Dauntless, Reckless, Tammy, just I'll miss you like hell. I love you and I hate that we ended wrong. I feel so bitchy and like a terrible friend. Two years ago, we were closer, and now we're like holding on to all we got. Whenever you come back, I'll be here, or maybe not. I'm not sure what the future has in us, but I'll try to wait for you. You're my best friend... Show more
I read your post over and over crying like hell. I'll miss you Dauntless, Reckless, Tammy, just I'll miss you like hell. I love you and I hate that we ended wrong. I feel so bitchy and like a terrible friend. Two years ago, we were closer, and now we're like holding on to all we got. Whenever you come back, I'll be here, or maybe not. I'm not sure what the future has in us, but I'll try to wait for you. You're my best friend even though we had some serious problems go on for the past months. I hope shit gets better for you. I'm sorry that I hurt you so much and I just don't want to lose you. I have actual fun with you and you're my ride-to-die and I can't let you go. I want us to be those friends who do our dirt together and come out like "Yeah, we did it, so what?" Be the girl you get in your first car accident with, you know? Sometimes, I need a reality check. Sometimes, I try to act like I don't need you. I miss you every time I leave, but I'll never fully leave and I don't want to. I don't want to hurt you. If fate allows, and you can back, I'll make our friendship so worth it. I'll make it better. I'll make everything up to you. I promise. And that's a promise I'll keep to you. No one is perfect, but you're perfect to me. That Aleesia Cara song, "Scars to Your Beautiful," babe, she's singing about you. That P!nk song, "Fucking Perfect" that song reminds me of you too. You remind me so much of myself babe and I love you so much. I wish I could spend my whole life with you getting into trouble and just sit there with you and laugh about the stupid shit we've done.
You're so fucking beautiful and I want you to know it. I know I keep saying I love you a lot, but I do. I fucking love you, Tammy. I love you a lot. You're fucking amazing and I love how you can get so cute and always popping cheeseballs like you got some addiction. I swear one day, you'll turn into a Cheeseball and I'll say I told you so. I love how you get so emotional and just spill your feelings to me. A lot of times, I just want to hold you and cuddle you and tell you that it's okay. I want to be there for you. I want to just throw fruit at you and make little dirty sexual jokes with you and be able to experience the world with you. I want us to be as close as we used to be. I need you, Tammy. I'm not sure how I will function when you leave, but I'll try. I don't want you hurt. I don't want you to cry, I just want you to smile and stay strong like the Dauntless I know you are.
*cuddles you and holds you close to me* I'll miss you a lot. And I really do care about you. I love you, I love you, I love you, EVERYONE, I LOVE RECKLESS, DAUNTLESS, TAMMY, TAMS, I'll make it known. No hiding. I love you. I'm sorry about everything. Don't be scared to get close to me anymore. I'm here. I'm sorry. I won't hurt you anymore.
I love you Tammy. *hugs you*